I behave irrationally.
I could only be me.
I won’t bow down to conformity.
This is who I am…
And I won’t be someone who
Others want me to be.
Do not be blinded
With the nonsense you merely observe or hear of.
I’m not someone you’d get to ascertain easily.
If you really want to comprehend me,
Then you’re welcome to take a peek, even stay if you dare.
Stop staring at my cover and flip my pages open,
Behold upon what is inside, and you’ll see…
The REAL ME.
I am a freak.
I am unfathomable.
I live by my own standards.
If after all that,
You still want to be friends.
Then, I’m happy.
I’m not someone who changes for someone else’s pleasure. If you can’t accept me for me, then you may now leave.
I'd be glad to those who'd stay and read everything though.
Cruel? Well, I too can be good. My dislikes are only liars and traitors. I’m friendly, and nice and sometimes generous as well. I have a weird view of life, as you may see. I see things differently. I am both pessimistic and optimistic. I am both gloomy and cheerful. I am both cynical and trusting.
I am a secret keeper.
I tend to keep others’ secrets, and throw mine away, so always there would be a hiding place for a new friends’ hush-hush.
I’m 12 at heart and in height.
I was born one month early for the date I was due.
So, I’m impatient like that.
But I know when I should wait.
My birth name is Frauline.
It’s read as /Fro-layn/ and anything other than that is unacceptable.
According to rumandmonkey my Japanese name is, Koharu.
I’m fond of giving my friends different names and they too do the same. I’ve been called differently by several people. Some call me lost.star, polay, lay, spica, linsy, fruitloops, pumpkin, kiiroi-chan, and frauchan. All of which except the first four are of one person use alone. Since they call me that name, and they were the ones who thought of that. Especially that last one.
Yes, if you consult the German dictionary, my name is of a different spelling, and I’m glad. It means lady, and I am by far the least person to be described using that word.
I graduated from FEU as Cumlaude; Bachelor of Arts major in Literature, and I still plan to study Animation, take my MA, learn Japanese and dress making as well, since I think all this could be useful. See, I am both practical and unrealistic.
I AM currently working full time as an Online English Teacher for Koreans in a company named Smart Masters Online Language Center based in Ortigas, Pasig City. And working part time as an Online English Teacher for Japanese in ぐんぐんEnglish at Pasong Tamo, Makati City.
I love to read, and thus, I have a hobby of writing as well. I have 170 books, over a hundred of which were accumulated only in the later part of 2007. I draw a lot too, and of course love to listen to Jpop, and random English songs. I love to watch Jdramas and movies, and a whole lot of anime. I spend my school days, reading for exams, assignments and researches. And with my days of, I read a lot still, since it relaxes me, if not that, I’d be online, roleplaying, it’s something like writing a story with a partner when each of you gets a turn to continue the story using a character which you created this is why I’m usually on gaiaonline. Or, I would be playing with Photoshop CS3 learning all sorts of new graphic-making techniques, singing, and/or downloading JE and H!P stuff.
Despite my love for Literature I haven’t even tried to write a fan fiction. I’m not sure why. I have a lot of ideas floating in my head, but never had enough drive to type them down.
I love making friends, and have gained so many over the net, which consists of Filipinos, Chinese (Singaporean), Americans, Malaysians and Indonesians. And I’m happy if I will have more. I have limitless capacity to take in new friends, new ideas and new memories.
I love the color yellow, and brown. I hate this color but trying to like it because of Yuma. I'm in love with Yuma and everything about him fascinates me. I love how his eyes could be that of a killer and still have the warmth of an angel's. I like next, Kota, Shige and Massu, obviously. I love chocolates and candies, but hate chocolate flavored Ice cream and cakes, it's just weird. I have a weird habit of cam-whoring. I tend to talk to myself at times. I sleep in the most stupid positions. I love to scribble and doodle on notebooks and school papers. For more weird things about me, check "the ten weirdest and interesting facts about me"
This has been such a long post already?
I congratulate you who read it all through out, and I think we’ll be good friends because you know a lot about me now.
This is not a "friends only journal" nor is it "semi-friends" (yet) This is a FRIENDS ONLY journal (now) and I’m sorry because I don’t add back everyone who adds me, but if you still want me to add back and be your friend, after reading all these stuff which I wrote about me, then comment here, and sure, I’ll add you back. ~^.^~
Thanks for reading everything.
I do hope you read through it all.
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I would love to be friends with you!